oh how the times have changed
Dont really know what I'm doing but decided what the hell, live journal it is today. On the outside my life is going fantastic I have a job that I like a freaking lot, a boyfriend who treats me like a princess and things are just very calm now. On the inside its a constant struggle everyday to keep myself smiling, I try to pretend like everything is A okay all the time but in reality I'm not very happy at all, Im not 100% sure what will make me happy, all I know is that at this point shit sucks but I dont know what to do about it