we're trying to pretend like we're prepared, we're not prepared, but if it's destined we are in
"I can't seem to find a place to fit into without all these lies.
I can't even argue and to tell you the truth
now that I've wondered throughout all these cities,
through bright white street lights even though they're so pretty,
I just can't believe you.
(and when i'm alone, please just pick up the phone)
you'll feel better once you come back home
we'll say just forget about all of the things you can't save.
(take a ride out of town)
find some place you can call your own, find yourself a new home.
(cause im wondering now and how i'll get by)
where you're never alone.
(just keep wishing that something would change in my life)
go ahead, run away.
try to find myself and take a chance."
"i wish for one more day to give my love and repay debts...."
just because i graduated doesnt mean im not staying a kid.
my parents better enjoy my company mwhahahaha
i really love alycia and angelina... just so you know. gradnight + us = amazingness
so im pretty excited that i can video tape my adventures now.
anything to help me remember makes me happy... (deep down i fear forgetting)
"hiding from all the things (i can't help but be scared.)
leaving now, starting fresh (hoping i come prepared.)
say the words and i'll try (finding faith in their lies. )
don't give up to my word (come on just let me know.)
trying hard to be brave (but you just run away.)
some things just never change (don't you dare be afraid.)
pack my bags, leave this town (reminisce for awhile.)
but we'll never go home.
cause the roads that we take can confine us or set us free.
make your path, don't you break. (Just need to get away.)
and you've been so tied up with your life take a break from it.
or you won't last.
Keep me, here up on top of the mountains.
far away from all distress, far away from all distress.
save me, free me from all these distractions.
violence filled interactions. save me,
but keep me awake.
i'll give you my trust, please don't ever break it ."
i have so many mix feelings right now... but really, i think im beautifully happy.
i have to get a job this summer, i want to be a baker, and i feel silly saying that and trying to get that job, but whatever...
and so, dang i should sleep, but we'll see...