tears

Aug 13, 2005 23:03

i was just watching some videos from when i was younger....wow....they made me sad.

to a very close friend that i haven't talked to in years:
i haven't seen you in years and i know that things were kind of hard between us when you had to leave. i miss you something ridiculous. i wish i could talk to you, but i am not sure what i would say. i am sorry for not calling you, i don't even have your number, but i am sure i could find it from someone if i tried. i'm really really sorry........
i love you, man. you were the closest thing to a brother that i ever had. for christ's sake you lived with me for over a year , you slept in my bed. i miss you and at times(like now) i just sit and think about you and cry about the way things got messed up, and how much i wish i could see you and amy and all three of the kids. i'm sorry. i'm so, so sorry. life just blows. i hate this feeling
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