Jan 06, 2006 12:50
i think i just figured it out. your staying because you were trying to find yourself because you were lost and confused, but now that you found "person" your identifying yourself with them and your afraid that if you lose them you won't have anything else left, but really your just afraid to lose yourself.
I think i had the same thing. But even thought i'm still getting over the hurt its nowhere near what it used to be. Despite what people say it really does get better with time, and i pray that you could find the strength to leave this because i'm watching you lose yourself more and more everyday.
i don't think you'll know this is to you when you read it... but i was thinking about it and maybe thats it... or maybe i'm just making reasons in my head for you because i hate seeing you get hurt.