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you used to be my whole world
and if you dont remember
i used to call you puppy dogg
well i still look into those puppy dogg eyes
and realize i still love you
as much as i ever did
but that
...
you may never love me the way you used to
<3 ALK always&&&forever <3
O tell me im beautfiul
and tell em you love me
like you used to
im just a teenage dirt bag baby! like you...
think i could make it as a lifeguard?
ok so this weekend was ok. got to hang out with drew... and kenny who is unfortunatly always with him. kenny is getting a pit puppy for Xmas. whoop whoop. thats sweet. jessica is so good to him. I GOT TO SEE WAYNE and im fucking pumped. i hatent seen wayne in forever. buthe helps me through alot of shit and really understands me. im glad i have him as a best friend because i know even whn the time comes... he is always going to be there for me. tony came home from the military on the 18 but i have yet to get ahold of him. im sick of everyone bitching at me about how i broke ajs fucking heart. im sorry. but 1. im happy now. and 2. dont be fooled for one minute that i dont know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out of your fucking chest and thrown to the dogs. because i do. (thanks alot drew) i cant help but wince everytime you say you love me, for the simple fact that i love you, but it doesnt seem like you love me. so dont hurt me more and say something you dont mean... id rather know the truth.
omfg... guesse what I LOVE amanda marie jacobs and riley fucking smith
riley is still grounded. i guesse thats what getting caught with that shit does to you. i miss her so bad. not even funny. we are going to be unstoppable when she gets ungrounded becaus ei miss my g.f helly bad.
me kriastay and baker went boarding yesterday. that was fun... i missed jon though. ricky came and picked me up at like 8:30 and we went and picked up drew. then as soon as we got drew he called and was like "you still up at MT. Holly cuz i finally found a ride" i was like uhh sorry dude i just left. to a extent i am happy. but i dont think i have ever been this confused either. and i am not about to fuck things up. you all ask me why i put up with his shit. i guesse thats just because i am content and excited and getting my boy back after all. although i dont know if i can call him my boy. he jokes around about being a man whore... i dont find that funny. kind of offensive. i dunno maybe thats just me I love andrew fucking knowles
and merry fucking early christmas
and if you dont remember
i used to call you puppy dogg
well i still look into those puppy dogg eyes
and realize i still love you
as much as i ever did
but that
...
you may never love me the way you used to
<3 ALK always&&&forever <3
O tell me im beautfiul
and tell em you love me
like you used to
im just a teenage dirt bag baby! like you...
think i could make it as a lifeguard?
ok so this weekend was ok. got to hang out with drew... and kenny who is unfortunatly always with him. kenny is getting a pit puppy for Xmas. whoop whoop. thats sweet. jessica is so good to him. I GOT TO SEE WAYNE and im fucking pumped. i hatent seen wayne in forever. buthe helps me through alot of shit and really understands me. im glad i have him as a best friend because i know even whn the time comes... he is always going to be there for me. tony came home from the military on the 18 but i have yet to get ahold of him. im sick of everyone bitching at me about how i broke ajs fucking heart. im sorry. but 1. im happy now. and 2. dont be fooled for one minute that i dont know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out of your fucking chest and thrown to the dogs. because i do. (thanks alot drew) i cant help but wince everytime you say you love me, for the simple fact that i love you, but it doesnt seem like you love me. so dont hurt me more and say something you dont mean... id rather know the truth.
omfg... guesse what I LOVE amanda marie jacobs and riley fucking smith
riley is still grounded. i guesse thats what getting caught with that shit does to you. i miss her so bad. not even funny. we are going to be unstoppable when she gets ungrounded becaus ei miss my g.f helly bad.
me kriastay and baker went boarding yesterday. that was fun... i missed jon though. ricky came and picked me up at like 8:30 and we went and picked up drew. then as soon as we got drew he called and was like "you still up at MT. Holly cuz i finally found a ride" i was like uhh sorry dude i just left. to a extent i am happy. but i dont think i have ever been this confused either. and i am not about to fuck things up. you all ask me why i put up with his shit. i guesse thats just because i am content and excited and getting my boy back after all. although i dont know if i can call him my boy. he jokes around about being a man whore... i dont find that funny. kind of offensive. i dunno maybe thats just me I love andrew fucking knowles
and merry fucking early christmas