Jul 03, 2005 01:24
Soooo you know what? Boys are just weird.
My synopsis - There's too much going on for me to figure it out. I like figuring things out - so it bugs me really bad when I can't.
Warren has started acting weird. We've been talking about going to Philly on the 4th to see Rufus Wainwright with Elton John and the Philly Pops. He told me last week he took the day off of work and everything. Then a couple days ago, I'm talking to him on the phone and his mom takes it and is like, "Stacey you have to come over for our family barbeque on the 4th!" And I was like, "Ummm yeah ok?" And so Warren gets back on the phone and he's like, "Hmmm - maybe I should ask my parents about Philly huh?" So then Thursday, we're at the Rosalyn's Arms show (more later!) and I asked him if he asked his parents. He says no. And his lil sister is like, "Um Warren - yes you did. They said it was up to you .. " And he's like, "Oh .. Really? Hmm..."
So today we go to see War of the Worlds after he gets out of work. On the way home I mentioned it again. YOu know, maybe I shouldn't have, but I really needed to know! My mom and I are trying to plan the trip, and its a day away .. and so yeah. And he's like, "Ummm - I think my mom really wants me to stay home ... "
So he's not going. That's fine. WhatEVER.
But to add onto the story. Warren and I have been friends forever. I always wondered what would happen if we started today, and what our other friends would think .. Well, this week I've learned that they're WAITING for us to date! Griffin called the other day, and he's just like, "Ohhh you and Warren - SO cute." And I was lost. So lost. I had NO idea people thought about it. He informed me that eeeveryone is just waiting for it to happen. And I was like, "No thats not true - nothing will happen - Warren doesn't care, he won't even ask his parents about Philly!" And griffin says, "Well he's nervous." And I was like, "Ok - to drive 3 hours with a girl he's know his WHOLE life and her mom and friends that he knows as well?" And he just laughed.
Then tonight, Erin and her friend were supposed to meet us at the movies. And she didn't show, and I just talked to her online and she's like, "Well it was just you and Warren right?! SO cute." And I was like, "Oh lemme guess you've been talking with Griffin..." And she goes, "No? I've always thought you guys would be cute."
I just don't get it. But you know what? We've been friends forever, and I've always said I would pursue anything to change that because - if we ever do get together, I want it to be perfect. I don't want to deal with distance, and right now - we would be. So, maybe the timing still isn't right. The thing is, this summer just felt so .. different.
Whatever.
In other news, I had my first manager job for Rosalyn's Arms last Thursday. I booked the gig a month ago, but it actually happened. And I got a wristband and everything, and even though its silly - it made me feel really special. Re-Entry at the Empress? Amazing! And the show rocked. They got to headline, and had two SIGNED bands open for them. Though - it made sense since 99% of the people bought tickets from us. Seriously. 4 people weren't with us.
So - I talked to the Empress, and they liked them so much we get to open for WAKEFIELD, and the Spill Canvas. Two weeks from today. Of course .. I'll be in NC, but its SUCH an amazing opportunity. EEE!
I'm out.