drain the blood. the heart is wise.

May 16, 2004 04:28

I have been thinking recently about becoming a recluse for the summer. I've been going out so much lately--and I never have fun. Plans are always ruined and friends are too often lame.

I would simply keep to myself as much as possible. I wouldn't stop going out entirely, but I would certainly stop calling people. I think I am going to start going on walks/runs as much as possible and as early in the day as I can.

And I don't know why I go out so often considering how much I hate mingling in crowds. I want to read a lot this summer. I read a lot normally, but I think I want to read even more this summer.

I just had a panic attack. And now I can't think. My brain is pitiufl organ.
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