Sep 20, 2004 20:17
Yesterday i got happy
i bought Swedish Fish and decided my life was finally complete
and today i threw them all up
what does that mean? that some higher power doesnt want me happy?
god it was embarrassing
at the end of 3rd period i just puked on the floor and Elliot walked in and was like "eww thats sick"
thanks for that cause i didnt already know
and then over and over again in the cold school bathroom...thought youd like to know
and now im back to my normal mood which isnt so happy...my day of happyness is gone
seamus i need to read your story again that will help....and i cant believe you tricked me into thinking your gay
and homecoming.....i didnt think i wanted to go but now im not sure....and im not gonna get asked so i should shut up about it....whatever i already had plans for that night i was gonna sit on my ass and eat icecream
shit you know what i figured out? Homecomings on my birthday....yipee call me if your not going...please im tired of being alone
and my dad told me i was disturbed today how sad