past present and ?

[mywallsrup]

wax dripping all over the floor.
newspapers just taking up space.
beds where they don't belong.
chairs that only a superhero can handle.
dates that were never fullfilled.
promises that were never kept.
crying myself to sleep.
talking on a level never reached before.
waiting for something.
wondering what it is.
loving every minute of it.
wasting money.
q-bots suck.
fun and excitement.
spontenaity.
undetected.
looking at others lives.
transposing the images.
rainy days as usual.
windows down.
picking up cones.
too distracted.
home sweet home.
packing.
leaving soon.
thinking too much.
wanting something that doesn't exist.
wondering where it all went.
the good is gone.
it was once all that we shared.
looking into your eyes, knowing...
both of us knowing how safe we were.
my eyes never wanting to leave yours.
and a part of me is still there.
waiting...
what for?
i haven't a clue.
i am searching.
what for?
anything.
something new.
it will come.
with time.
all things do.