i shouldnt... but i do.
it all started with the 'hooking up on th strecher song',
then it moved onto, "HOLZY CRAP SHES UGLY!"
next thing you know its a "whoa! i feel better about me now."horrible? yes.
am i really careing? nope
amusesd? HELL YEAH
this summer im lightening my hair just bc a commet i got."ash what happen to you?" what do you mean? "well you used to be my constantly happy bubbley blonde and now well you have black hair and have your depressing phases, i mean dont take that the wrong way or anything" depressing pahses are gonna come no matter what, but by the end of summer i promise my hair will be a shade of brown, just bc you. "prommise?" yeah.
so yep, this weekend ill fix my roots again then i start the lighten process. i miss rye. the ass. but he always seems to say the right thing. the plus? theres no worry he says them bc he wants to get laid bc well its rye and ew, ew, ew. i fricken knew him forever you just ew ew ew.
& im pissed bc my teddy bear (ive had him since i was like three back off) got a hole in him and now my aunt was suppose to fix him today but she didnt and im like weirded out that hes not on my bed when i look at my bed, bc hes been threre as long as i can remember and now im like *walks by* OMFG WHERE IS HE!!!!!! oh yeah thats right. breathe ashley breathe. and all negitive teddy bear commets can go away cause well yeah i dont really care what you think. ive had hjim forever and i always will so meh.
goodnite loves.
OHHHHHHH and im thinking of going back to my original myspace. move all new post tehre and yeah idk its just a thought on my mind.