May 26, 2003 13:15
Well i am to the point where i am completely frustrating myself. I'm sick of it to. I'm ready to move away and clear things up with myself. I feel so suffocated like i can't live. It is incredibly disturbing to feel this way.Well nothing has changed. Everything i could pretty much want i have. Theres jsut one thing missing. But theres no hope of ever gaining that loss. Mt tattoos look a little better. I need to get them fixed.. I wish i had some money. I keep spending it all. I hate bitches and i hate lies. I wish all girls could be nice and not fucking lie!! Words are held stronger. I wish people knew the power of there words.Everything is so simple yet so hard. It's so confusing. I am so bored right now i'm going crazy. I hope i get a job soon so i dont waste so much time. I think i will go to the beach. Later Fuckers. I love you all.
Rock My World
Heart Lost Boy