It's for you, shadows from the past...
You said,"You are the purest and the most innocent among us." And it's you again who said,"You won't understand us, your life is perfect. You are perfect, unlike us."
Lies!
You know that my life isn't that perfect!You that we all have something broken beneath us! We all have dark pasts, but is it mean we have to paint our whole life black??no.
It's about making choice you guys should learn!I want brighter future, you said you did too, and you said, "Let's reach it together, you'll never walk alone."
Lies again!
How naive i was, believed in your every word.I almost lost Eri just to stayed beside you!I loved you. I cared about you. I trusted you. And look what i got?
Betrayal.
Do you know how hard for me to trust someone?I only trusted three persons in this worlds, you two and Eri. Do you know how precious it's for me? NO, you DON'T!cause you threw it away like it was a rubbish!!You said you're pretend to be friend with me and you DARED to say it's because of ME?!
I thought it was over that day.But it isn't. There is something left that grow bigger and bigger...
Hatred
and now I can not bear it any longer...
I HATE YOU
HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE
You disappoint me. You make me angry. You've hurt me.
You know very well, I never forget nor forgive those who hurt me...
I wonder whether you still have that habit to stalk over my journal, thus i keep this entry un-locked. I hope you'll read it. If someday we'll meet, don't call me.I won't turn around, and you know why. It's the end for sure. You walk on your way, I walk on my own.Good bye and good luck.I wish you lots of sorrow...Sayonara