Oct 26, 2005 00:20
i held it back. i held every bit of it back. its not healthy for me.
i feel so sick.
im so cold
i cannot get warm
this is the worst feeling ive ever had in my life.
i cannot stop. it wont stop.
not even sleep saves me now.
not even insomnia saves me now.
it just wont stop.
i want to be warm again.