Apple's and Longing
Ah things change and yet does anything ever really change at all?
Im cooking mabon cookies for ritual right now. Yes, alyssa is baking.....and decorating as well. I'm a regular martha stewart these days without the unpleasant orange jumpsuit or the stick up my butt.
It seems now like the pieces are falling into place. I like that feeling. School is finished in december, all that lies between me and graduation is some homework and some classes that i'm not really too keen on going to. But alas, i will suffer so as to improve my life and prevent my parents from lamenting about how thriftless and wind driven i am. (I'm being poetical of course, my parents don't use words like thriftless or wind driven)
I found apple cider scented tea lights at walgreens today. It made me happy. I love taking joy in simple things.
I find myself longing even more for an end to this in between time. I want to start my life. I want to start my life with Justin. Our real life. Not this playing house bullshit that we've been doing the past month. Its fun and all, but it has the potential for greatness.
Im cooking mabon cookies for ritual right now. Yes, alyssa is baking.....and decorating as well. I'm a regular martha stewart these days without the unpleasant orange jumpsuit or the stick up my butt.
It seems now like the pieces are falling into place. I like that feeling. School is finished in december, all that lies between me and graduation is some homework and some classes that i'm not really too keen on going to. But alas, i will suffer so as to improve my life and prevent my parents from lamenting about how thriftless and wind driven i am. (I'm being poetical of course, my parents don't use words like thriftless or wind driven)
I found apple cider scented tea lights at walgreens today. It made me happy. I love taking joy in simple things.
I find myself longing even more for an end to this in between time. I want to start my life. I want to start my life with Justin. Our real life. Not this playing house bullshit that we've been doing the past month. Its fun and all, but it has the potential for greatness.