swinging from the ceiling fan

Mar 09, 2005 15:14

well well well. im going to get pictures of the apartment up on here as soon as i take them. i'm thinking that it will be soon. i miss taking pictures, and i definitely miss my advantix. the film is too damn expensive though. oh well. im excited that emilie is coming up here. i haven't seen the girl in ages. my life is finally coming together. once money isn't such an issue, things will be okay. im just going to have to roll with it. i have a list with all this stuff that i want to get. im excited. oh, and i won a 25$ gift card for hancock fabrics. it's the first thing i've won in forever. i'm going to buy yarn with it, i think, and start knitting again. i miss doing all the things that i did when i didn't have a job and didn't take school seriously. ahh, back in the day. i hated then, and i miss it now. it's funny how things like that work.
and i have ripped my pants. and the hole keeps getting bigger. bah! i'm sick of being defined by the size of my pants. the lady at the hospital told me i look like i am losing weight, when i have gained 10 lbs. man oh man. i just need to go to the fat lady store and buy a bunch of sweat pants. EF THE MEDIA. i feel bad about myself because i want to be pretty and thin. god, how much time have i wasted worrying about how i look? i wish i wasn't a slave.
i'm overdramatic too. and i over exaggerate everything.
that said, i better ace the next bio exam or i'm going to have some sort of crisis. not that i don't always have a crisis.
i need to start writing again.

i had a dream that i can't remember. gah, that kills me....
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