realization: a matter of suckiness
I believe in the goodness of people too much. I see people ( and unfortunately its mostly males) copping out left and right. I'd like to think that if I choose to spend time with certain people..they are worthy..i think i'm a pretty good judge of character. But when a person decides they suck and will do nothing about it ( i don't think any human being can feel happy sucking) thats a cop out...why are we here on this planet if not to better our selves? I try and do it every day..I suck sometimes too but I notice and try to change it some how. I know to change, one needs to want it themselves but it insults me that time and time again I can't help inspire one to change for the better...I guess I havnt waited long enough without expectation, I guess i havnt been confident enough to walk away and not look back. I guess perhaps i've been meeting some sucky people. Let's all be brave and be who we want to be and not make excuses...and I will also work on accepting people who want to suck...as they suck. I just won't spend time with them when their sucking. I don't really want to stop believing in people...life turns very grey when u do that...P -out