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so im sitting here eatting choclate pudding :)
i just got off the phone with derek and he wants to hang out tommorow when he gets off.
im just so confused about what i want right now. i mean im so lucky to have him...and i dont want to let him
go but he even said hes over how "high maintance" i am. and im over his bullshit. but we know were truely in love. and he says he wants to live the rest of his life with me♥ i have a headace. i cried to my mom and told her how i felt. shes like "im happy im not 17" lol but she helped me alot she talked to me and told me to follow my heart.
which of course led into me going to my lovely best friend for advice. i knew i couldnt sleep if i didnt talk to haley about it. but she understands exactly how i feel. & par does too. i love derek with all my heart and its been so long and i know ppl have their ups and downs and its life to argue and get on eachothers nerves but enoughs enough. so i hope tommorows a good day :)i just need to get a good night sleep. its been a long day plus im pmsing and im an emotional wreck__♥
i just got off the phone with derek and he wants to hang out tommorow when he gets off.
im just so confused about what i want right now. i mean im so lucky to have him...and i dont want to let him
go but he even said hes over how "high maintance" i am. and im over his bullshit. but we know were truely in love. and he says he wants to live the rest of his life with me♥ i have a headace. i cried to my mom and told her how i felt. shes like "im happy im not 17" lol but she helped me alot she talked to me and told me to follow my heart.
which of course led into me going to my lovely best friend for advice. i knew i couldnt sleep if i didnt talk to haley about it. but she understands exactly how i feel. & par does too. i love derek with all my heart and its been so long and i know ppl have their ups and downs and its life to argue and get on eachothers nerves but enoughs enough. so i hope tommorows a good day :)i just need to get a good night sleep. its been a long day plus im pmsing and im an emotional wreck__♥