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Sometimes I wonder about this whole "life" thing...
I need a life coach. Fuuureal.
First off.. can you say "Fatass"? I can.
8 lbs back and counting... and I can't get into mode... What the fuck.
Went back to Tally this past weekend. That was fun. And also a total waste of time. I saw my stepbro and chilled with him, which was good. It's amazing how much he reminds me of his father. It's almost surreal, actually. I smoked with him, and a lot this weekend. Bad, Casey, bad. It's like you can't get away from it up there. It's everywhere. Groooooosss. I also ate some Gordos!!! Yesss Gordos! It wasn't as good as I remember it, but it was good nonetheless. Yummy. I also hung out with Erica and she was.. idunno it was just different. What's that they say about friends? I don't know. It's like I'm not worth the time anymore or something simply because I'm not up there to hang out anymore. She was with her Bradenton friends, who are all beautiful... they were nice to me. She just kind of ignored me the whole day so I just went off with this girl Sarah who I INTRODUCED her to and we went to some keg party (at like 3 pm all the while being wasted because EVERYONE starts drinking at 11 in Tallahassee, FL, because really, thats all there is to do). Idunno. If I had any questions about leaving Orlando those were totally thrown out this past weekend. Orlando rocks. Especially compared to that place. I can see how I got so depressed up there now. I'm glad that chapter in my life is over.
I went on a date last night!! Can you believe it? Cuz I can't.
This kid has been trying, seriously, forever. And he didn't get discouraged at all I guess so I finally caved.
This kid is.. goodlooking. And tall. But kinda skinny ; ) Not, like "Dale" skinny (haha Brr) and definitely not skinnier than me.. he just has no upper body. Which I'm used to. And he's like the shy/quiet type too, which I love. And he's totally one of those guys that got the door for me all night (car door). That's a little too much for me but I let him, lol. Idunno I can see liking this guy and falling eventually but it's like I've been so burned that I don't even wanna try. I need to get over that. He had girls calling him all night and I'm like "uuh ooh player". So as long as I don't get too into it, and he likes me more I think I'll be okay. Would you listen to me? I'm so sad. He leaves for the University of Miami in the fall and he got all mad at me because I'm like "why even get into this?" when I was all wasted last night. He's already talking about dating and stuff and it's like woooooooahhh buddy.
Who knows.
CUZ I DON'T! I do know one thing though, and I'm glad I got the hell out of Tallahassee ; ) Schools gonna take me forever to finish, but whatever. I don't wanna be a real grownup yet anyway : P
Alright, time for work... Maannn I wanna quit and just sell shit on ebay for money : P I'm obsessed. I got my Chi in the mail today and I think I'm going to sell my TRs because they're sort of too short. WHo knows.
I need a life coach. Fuuureal.
First off.. can you say "Fatass"? I can.
8 lbs back and counting... and I can't get into mode... What the fuck.
Went back to Tally this past weekend. That was fun. And also a total waste of time. I saw my stepbro and chilled with him, which was good. It's amazing how much he reminds me of his father. It's almost surreal, actually. I smoked with him, and a lot this weekend. Bad, Casey, bad. It's like you can't get away from it up there. It's everywhere. Groooooosss. I also ate some Gordos!!! Yesss Gordos! It wasn't as good as I remember it, but it was good nonetheless. Yummy. I also hung out with Erica and she was.. idunno it was just different. What's that they say about friends? I don't know. It's like I'm not worth the time anymore or something simply because I'm not up there to hang out anymore. She was with her Bradenton friends, who are all beautiful... they were nice to me. She just kind of ignored me the whole day so I just went off with this girl Sarah who I INTRODUCED her to and we went to some keg party (at like 3 pm all the while being wasted because EVERYONE starts drinking at 11 in Tallahassee, FL, because really, thats all there is to do). Idunno. If I had any questions about leaving Orlando those were totally thrown out this past weekend. Orlando rocks. Especially compared to that place. I can see how I got so depressed up there now. I'm glad that chapter in my life is over.
I went on a date last night!! Can you believe it? Cuz I can't.
This kid has been trying, seriously, forever. And he didn't get discouraged at all I guess so I finally caved.
This kid is.. goodlooking. And tall. But kinda skinny ; ) Not, like "Dale" skinny (haha Brr) and definitely not skinnier than me.. he just has no upper body. Which I'm used to. And he's like the shy/quiet type too, which I love. And he's totally one of those guys that got the door for me all night (car door). That's a little too much for me but I let him, lol. Idunno I can see liking this guy and falling eventually but it's like I've been so burned that I don't even wanna try. I need to get over that. He had girls calling him all night and I'm like "uuh ooh player". So as long as I don't get too into it, and he likes me more I think I'll be okay. Would you listen to me? I'm so sad. He leaves for the University of Miami in the fall and he got all mad at me because I'm like "why even get into this?" when I was all wasted last night. He's already talking about dating and stuff and it's like woooooooahhh buddy.
Who knows.
CUZ I DON'T! I do know one thing though, and I'm glad I got the hell out of Tallahassee ; ) Schools gonna take me forever to finish, but whatever. I don't wanna be a real grownup yet anyway : P
Alright, time for work... Maannn I wanna quit and just sell shit on ebay for money : P I'm obsessed. I got my Chi in the mail today and I think I'm going to sell my TRs because they're sort of too short. WHo knows.