Still irrelevant and not bilingual
Oooooh it's been so looooong...
And I still don't know what to say here! :X
Well, the thing with livejournal is that no one in my relatives know that I have a LJ account. Sometimes I miss them here. I want to share it with them, but I can't... It's like I have a double life, like a secret agent. No, not like a secret agent. Like a looser lol. Why? Because I don't own up to have a virtual life. And only looser don't own up their behaviour.
Well, at least I accept to be a looser.
I accept it, cause I need it. I love LJ and its communities.
If I look closer on my life, I've always had doubles lives that can't be mixed. There are different levels. For exemple : I'm an artist, and the vision I have on art and the world is so different from other people that I had to keep it for myself. I like it that way, cause it's like I have a secret garden.
At a lower level : I can't mix my friends from college with friends I met in high school, I'm such a dreamer that it's like I have another life in my head, my father never knew that I went to Sueden, Portugal, and Italia with friends before I came of age (now that I think of it I lied to him, but I don't regret it cause they were the greatest holidays of my life).
Well, I don't even know why I wanted to say this. No one will read it.
Maybe I should tkae advantage of this double life and post things I've never been able to say...
Hmmm... It's a weird idea... To use a secret place in order to tell the truth...
And I still don't know what to say here! :X
Well, the thing with livejournal is that no one in my relatives know that I have a LJ account. Sometimes I miss them here. I want to share it with them, but I can't... It's like I have a double life, like a secret agent. No, not like a secret agent. Like a looser lol. Why? Because I don't own up to have a virtual life. And only looser don't own up their behaviour.
Well, at least I accept to be a looser.
I accept it, cause I need it. I love LJ and its communities.
If I look closer on my life, I've always had doubles lives that can't be mixed. There are different levels. For exemple : I'm an artist, and the vision I have on art and the world is so different from other people that I had to keep it for myself. I like it that way, cause it's like I have a secret garden.
At a lower level : I can't mix my friends from college with friends I met in high school, I'm such a dreamer that it's like I have another life in my head, my father never knew that I went to Sueden, Portugal, and Italia with friends before I came of age (now that I think of it I lied to him, but I don't regret it cause they were the greatest holidays of my life).
Well, I don't even know why I wanted to say this. No one will read it.
Maybe I should tkae advantage of this double life and post things I've never been able to say...
Hmmm... It's a weird idea... To use a secret place in order to tell the truth...