Sep 25, 2008 03:00
the rain is supposed to help you sleep i hear
i suppose thats because the sound of rain washes away your cares
i feel dirty
i feel fucked
i feel unfortunate
is it a landslide?
have i lost my sense of perspective? (yes)
ugh i suppose i'm brooding
i should be excited for my show tomorrow but i'm just worried about having to interact with people
i hate feeling afraid of my friends
it means im just a step away from a panic attack and i need to calm down