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Sep 16, 2008 03:41

when you're taking time for yourself its not to be away from everybody else or to meditate on your life
when you take time for yourself, it's time to die a little bit
it's a little space where you don't have to hear yourself say some dumb shit
and if you're using your time for yourself to remember the times you said some dumb shit, you're wasting your time, and that's much worse than dying
if you're using your time to wonder "maybe it's me" well maybe it is but there's no use dwelling on it if you don't just realise it
i've noticed its pretty hard to have a little time for yourself, to really use it well
i find the best way to take time for yourself is to not think about it being time for yourself but to be completely silent and suck hungrily at life, give it a good taste
i find its good to look at the sky, which doesn't have very much trivial to say
clouds aren't really small talk
clouds are your dreams
your karma washing up on the shore
amorphous faces and situations distorting and combining and falling apart to be scrutinized as motions and verses
i find its good to breathe that in and remember that at one point it used to hurt a lot but things were worth more, even the trash
i could use some time for myself, now that i think about it
i'm gonna stir a few clouds into my tea and rest my head on a rainbow in the dark
take a bit of time to not think about the fuckhead dead that suck soul pathetic and give a little smile to the universe like those pretty girls i used to know
those pretty girls had holey walking shoes
i suppose mine have been wearing a little thin recently, just so i can get a bit of dirt on my face
a dirty face can really make an eye shine
it feels like my eyes could just fall to the floor
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