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Aug 19, 2008 05:41

why does it feel like my summer is just starting?
i have one week left until i'm back in school, and i regret all the time i've wasted
what the hell did i do this summer anyway?
i finally have a working bike
not far from moving into an apartment near fiu *fingers crossed*
i'm planning on starting another band (finally)
i feel kind of active
saw some documentaries today and i'm well into a novel i started last week

and yet, i feel strangely anxious
like snowballing nerves tying themselves up
a throbbing ball of electric rubber bands in my gut
i know i should ignore them because they are kind of stupid but then i'm just sort of groundless
maybe i should try harder to sleep well.
hopefully tomorrow my neighborhood won't be that flooded and i'll be able to ride my bike
hopefully tomorrow i won't be so nervous i can't call a man on business concerning the apartment i want to rent

anyhow i guess i'm going to try to go to bed now
serve myself a glass of milk, read a book
and fall asleep with the intention of waking up and getting things done
here we go i suppose
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