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its not often i feel clean
normally i feel a dirty sweat
i feel a weight on my shoulders
i feel blind from anxiety
i feel tired and wirey
strung out and helplessly paranoid
normally i feel out of my own life and compelled to live it anyway
right now i feel a little bit clean
i feel like i can talk and breathe and look at people with eyes that aren't hungry and wild
where is the party?
what is the hold up?
what's a boy to do?
normally i feel a dirty sweat
i feel a weight on my shoulders
i feel blind from anxiety
i feel tired and wirey
strung out and helplessly paranoid
normally i feel out of my own life and compelled to live it anyway
right now i feel a little bit clean
i feel like i can talk and breathe and look at people with eyes that aren't hungry and wild
where is the party?
what is the hold up?
what's a boy to do?