May 19, 2007 00:40
I don't know where to begin because it ended so long ago. These past two years in Arizona have been a complete blur and respectfully the hardest i've ever had to endure. This is the first time i've sat down and tried to write something... in a very long time. If i could just articulate the words and experiences i've been having.
Though it's always been there, I have truly moved into a desert. ...and i've obviously resorted to using awful metaphors.
fuck. This is why i don't write anymore. I don't want to be this person, so i'd rather not say anything at all. I am the only one who can help myself, but that part that used to define me as a person left a long time ago.
Things are better left unsaid.