Jan 19, 2007 16:50
All my friends are hooking up. I'm one of the few single people left in the group... regardless of which group of friends I'm talking about on campus. Triplex, the last one is on his way... the vast majority of my closer guy and girl friends are taken... and so on and so forth. Sometimes that's hard. Like the other night when everyone was down in the triplex watching a movie--every one was paired off and then there was me. Or like last night. We were walking back to our dorms, I took my friend Nicole to her building (one of the villages), and Tiff and Phil went one way while Bridge and Danielle went the other way. I left Nicole and could still see both couples walking around. I was fine with it. I just took the time to talk with God about relationships...sometimes I wonder when it will be my turn, ya know? On one hand, I hope it's soon, because it can get a little lonely. On the other hand, I want to wait as long as I can, because in the meantime, I'm being made into a better person as I grow closer to God and take steps that way. I want to be able to be the best I can for that someone--ya know? I think if I got into a relationship right now, I wouldn't be...well, in good shape spiritually, emotionally, etc. Yes. So I am content to wait on God's timing. He'll know when. I just have to remember that.
I found the sweetest pop-up books :) Robert Sabuda makes them :) haha... found them in the library today :)