Nov 17, 2010 17:10
I have been going back home drunk for 3 days in a row, I have not been studying and all. I was really fucking sad and was haunted by his lies. But today, I woke up feeling really good about myself, I shouldn't be tied down by a betrayer of not 1 but 2 women. The old me would love to mess up his life and do lotsa childish stuff like spam calling all, but wtf I'm damn shocked that I don't even feel like calling him at all, not even when I'm drunk. I just really want to move on and live my life to the fullest. He who cheated, may has the huge start on the healing, but I'm back on track nao! All the 'working things out' just seemed so lame now, I'm really glad I made the right choice 1 month ago.
Though I'd never find out what you were thinking and why would u do this to me, maybe you did the right choice. We can finally have a clean break up. I know you have your huge pride and can't face confrontation, I understand, you don't even need to apologize. Despite this ultimate bad breakup, I still wish you all the best for your life, Johan. I will still keep all the past 27 months good memories.. Hope your end of yr year events work out well and happy hari raya haji.. :)