Ring...
I'm wearing my ring today. Not entirely sure why I decided to. It makes me remember a time when I was loved...maybe that's the reason.
I'm not desperate to be in a relationship. I'm not desperate to get married. I just really wish I had someone around to tell me that everything is going to be okay. I'm not picky anymore. Male, female, whatever.
I care about too many people with more effort than most friendships require. None of those friendships are in this town. I feel like a lost cause.
I don't know why I get into these moods, but I'm sick of it. I am sick of my job (HENCE THE REASON I'M TYPING THIS AND NOT DOING IT!), and I'm sick of not having my group of friends.
Yet I know I don't want to move back yet. I just need to find the right direction out here for me.
I'm not desperate to be in a relationship. I'm not desperate to get married. I just really wish I had someone around to tell me that everything is going to be okay. I'm not picky anymore. Male, female, whatever.
I care about too many people with more effort than most friendships require. None of those friendships are in this town. I feel like a lost cause.
I don't know why I get into these moods, but I'm sick of it. I am sick of my job (HENCE THE REASON I'M TYPING THIS AND NOT DOING IT!), and I'm sick of not having my group of friends.
Yet I know I don't want to move back yet. I just need to find the right direction out here for me.