Jun 01, 2006 07:58
Muaahhahahahahhahaha lol ok I'm done. Last night was pretty awesome. It started out in by Toni coming to my house and carpooling with me to Birch Run where we met Tracy at her movie theatre. We watched the pistons pregame there on the big screen, then went to Applebees to meet one of Tracy's wrestler friends and eat half price appetizers and for everyone else to drink. We watched most of the pistons there and left to go to one of our Fraternity Brother's house for her Birthday. Happy Birthday Jen Molloy and Danny Luce!! So we went there and played Mafia. Everyone was drinking, but I didnt really feel like it, so I was one of the three or four sober people there..lol It was crazy fun. It wasnt even that bad after someone showed up that I dont get along with. It was just too fun of a time. Plus there were more people there than the last time, so it was easier to avoid this person.
So I've come to some logical, well thought-out conclusions. I'm done looking for women. I dont mean this in the way that I usually do, like "I'm done with women!!!" No I'm done looking for women. It is the most logical thing to do right now. I've talked it over with a few people and it's my decision. I'm really happy with this decision. I'm actually pretty excited. I'm giving up sex too. I know some of your are like he wont last a week... Sex becomes less and less important as time goes along and its been long enough to where im not really worried about it. Its a concious, logical decision.
I just realized last night how dedicated I really am. I know what I want and I'm not going to let anything stop me or get in my way of reaching my goals. I have tremendous respect for people that have that same attitude. Tremendous. I mean im getting my degree, I reached the goal of having a great job out of high school, now im focusing on keeping it, and I've expand my network of friends and brothers exponentially and it grows even more everyday. Nothing will get in my way and I promise not to get in the way of anyone else who has the same dedication. :)
I think this is the first time in a long time I havent updated just to vent...lol its a refreshing change :) I am pretty excited about opportunities in the near future and farther along.
Indianapolis is coming soon. Grand Rapids this Saturday...:)
I love Tracy and Toni!!!! They are awesome. Thanks for everything last night. :) You are my idol. :)
MAFIAAAAAA