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So I had a rough day yesterday, its been happening a lot lately. But whatever now I know how people feel.
Ummm yesterday, i had a softball game in the cold rain. We lost, this is my okay team, not my really good team. I did okay, but I popped up my last at bat and was furious with myself.
So I just found out a friend of mine is going to be a Daddy. It's crazy. Everyone it seems is having kids. He'll be home from the National Gaurd in three weeks. I feel left out...lol not really im ont having kids until I can support myself and them.
Which brings me to my next point. Women. Everything has changed. In high school it used to be all about sex. Basically you had one job and I am good at that job, but now you start to think. I'm going to be graduating from college soon and all my dreams of having a family are coming into focus. It's scary cause now you have to start looking for the long run, not the okay I'm happy with her now, but will she dump me later. I need to know it is worth my time. I've realized I'm not interested in the short term, maybe they could happen, maybe not. I'm looking for more than that.
Oh yeah and I heard Kayla got married...LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I dont know if it true, but if it is...I'll be nice and not call her fucking stupid. lol No one understand how bad that can mess up your life. If its true, im happy you found your first ex-husband. But like I said I dont know if its true.
Hi. My name is Brandon and I'm an eBay Junkie...."Hi Brandon."
Ive bought so many books and shirts off of eBay its rediculous. I love eBay. Mmmmm eBay.
Other than that life sucks but whatever. Ive just been depressed recently. Oh well who cares.
Peace.
Ummm yesterday, i had a softball game in the cold rain. We lost, this is my okay team, not my really good team. I did okay, but I popped up my last at bat and was furious with myself.
So I just found out a friend of mine is going to be a Daddy. It's crazy. Everyone it seems is having kids. He'll be home from the National Gaurd in three weeks. I feel left out...lol not really im ont having kids until I can support myself and them.
Which brings me to my next point. Women. Everything has changed. In high school it used to be all about sex. Basically you had one job and I am good at that job, but now you start to think. I'm going to be graduating from college soon and all my dreams of having a family are coming into focus. It's scary cause now you have to start looking for the long run, not the okay I'm happy with her now, but will she dump me later. I need to know it is worth my time. I've realized I'm not interested in the short term, maybe they could happen, maybe not. I'm looking for more than that.
Oh yeah and I heard Kayla got married...LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I dont know if it true, but if it is...I'll be nice and not call her fucking stupid. lol No one understand how bad that can mess up your life. If its true, im happy you found your first ex-husband. But like I said I dont know if its true.
Hi. My name is Brandon and I'm an eBay Junkie...."Hi Brandon."
Ive bought so many books and shirts off of eBay its rediculous. I love eBay. Mmmmm eBay.
Other than that life sucks but whatever. Ive just been depressed recently. Oh well who cares.
Peace.