Jan 04, 2009 14:37
I went to church hoping to find a listening ear.
I walked home alone partway in the snow. My grandma passed away. But I'm not sad. I walk and it's bitterly cold that I can feel the bite of the wind in go up through the small of my back. My face is cold, freezing off almost but suddenly all of my face went numb. I didn't feel the cold anymore. Was it cos I had a stroke and lost all feeling in my face? My eyes were already swollen and groaned under the strain of having to produce more saltiness. Apparently my lips had swollen up and that caused me to believe my face went numb: they had heated up and there was nothing wrong with me. Well, cept emotionally.