Did you know?
Do you know how much I care about you?
Did you know that I often do little things to please you or cheer you up?
Do you know I struggle really hard with trying to be better and NOT bitter?
Did you know that maybe because I care a lot that when you are sad, I feel sad too?
Did you know that I'm only human, and that I have MANY MANY insecurities and things to deal with....that they might be different from your struggles but sometimes I can't stand it and I snap. I get angry, I think bitter, vengeful thoughts because I feel hurt and slighted. I think that I would have done things differently if I were in your position, and came up with better results but then I realize that those are my expectations that I am projecting on to others, and usually expectations dissapoint.
UGH I hate dealing with people.
PS. This applies to two major instances that has just occured and none of you should be alarmed, I am NOT directing it at you.
Did you know that I often do little things to please you or cheer you up?
Do you know I struggle really hard with trying to be better and NOT bitter?
Did you know that maybe because I care a lot that when you are sad, I feel sad too?
Did you know that I'm only human, and that I have MANY MANY insecurities and things to deal with....that they might be different from your struggles but sometimes I can't stand it and I snap. I get angry, I think bitter, vengeful thoughts because I feel hurt and slighted. I think that I would have done things differently if I were in your position, and came up with better results but then I realize that those are my expectations that I am projecting on to others, and usually expectations dissapoint.
UGH I hate dealing with people.
PS. This applies to two major instances that has just occured and none of you should be alarmed, I am NOT directing it at you.