Fuck.
Guys, I'm... I'm scared. I can't get myself to log into any of my character's accounts. I want to get back into the game, but... Everytime I start trying or do something like that I just cant get the want to do something like that and believe me, I've been trying to get their muses back up. When I do get myself to, I just stare at what I was supposed to do and I can't get myself to do it anymore. I log right back out and start doing something else.
I want to break this hiatus, but I can't. I'm missing so much already and I just want to get back up into what I was doing before all my muses just died.
I feel so bad because I'm squatting right now and I shouldn't be nnghhh.
... But I'm feeling so pressured into wanting to get back in and slightly stressing myself out over it. I don't want to let anyone down. I hate letting people down. And...
I feel like I'm letting you all down.
I want to break this hiatus, but I can't. I'm missing so much already and I just want to get back up into what I was doing before all my muses just died.
I feel so bad because I'm squatting right now and I shouldn't be nnghhh.
... But I'm feeling so pressured into wanting to get back in and slightly stressing myself out over it. I don't want to let anyone down. I hate letting people down. And...
I feel like I'm letting you all down.