I feel like I have been hit with a ten ton brick....but in a good way
My brother moved back home for now since he keeps getting kicked out of places because hes a lazy jackass. Anyways he came in and started to fill me in on my biological mothers family. I haven't spoken to the women in over 5 years. My grandmother 7+ My aunt and cousins even longer. My biological mother is pretty much written out of my life and it will stay that way for a long time. I have my issues with her and she is still not ready to admit her wrongs and work things out. But I'm not concerned with that right now. I never wanted to lose contact with my grandmother or that side of the family. They were there for all of the insanity till I broke away from my mother and decided enough was enough. I have always meant to look them back up but never had the right information and I tried every outlet and it always failed on me. But about 20 minutes ago I was able to finally! after a year find a way to contact my grandmother. Its way to late now but I plan on calling her first thing in the morning. My dad said she would probably freak. But I am so nervous. My mom got my sister against her for all the lies she told about my grandmother and I'm afraid about what she thinks about me going so long without contacting her. But at this point I don't even care because I have to know and I rather talk things out with her then to just sit and wonder. Besides its my grandma and I know she loves me. I'm glad I have tomorrow off so I can sit and talk with her.
I had to get that off my chest. Its weird bracing myself against something like this but I was so close with my grandmother growing up and I want everything to go well.
I had to get that off my chest. Its weird bracing myself against something like this but I was so close with my grandmother growing up and I want everything to go well.