If you were a cell phone, i think i'd throw you against a wall over and over again until you broke.
I lack the will to update. I lack the ability to speak to people. I lack the drive to do really, really well. I lack the skills to pull everything together. I lack a facecase. I lack the power to act uninhibited. I lack the nature to just let go. I lack substance. I lack the ability to express my opinions. I lack the ability to express myself. I'm lacking strenghth. I'm lacking courage. I'm lacking in knowledge. I'm lacking in patience. I'm lacking in red hair. I lack the ability to conform. I lack the will to stay silent. I lack the faith to believe in god. I lack the faith to believe in people. I lack trust in others. I lack the ability not to over-think everything. This is the way i am. This is the way i have been. This is the way i will be. I don't care. It just is. Are they flaws? NO...i don't have flaws...its just me. Not really me...but part of me, and if i'm going to be "perfection" we may as well be happy with it.