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[myteenageriot]

Last night I laid in my bed and I was thinking about when I was totally stuck on drugs, and I came to one conclusion, I really need to thank Lexi neck time I see her. If it wasn’t for her I would still be drink, doing drugs, and depressed. I know I fought with her every time I talked to her and I feel really bad about it. And I’m really sorry for all the times I turned my back and walked away when we needed to talk. I just got to the point were no one could stand me anymore. My mom was about to kick me out, my friends stopped talking to me, I started depending on drugs, I was hating myself and everyone around me. Now, everything is so much better. I have a boyfriend that loves me, I get along with my mom more, me and my brother can talk more, I have more friends… I’m like talking to people I use to be like oh you’re such a bitch don’t talk to me. I still need to swart out a few things but I am taking everything one day at a time. Well thanks Lexi J and bye everyone.

Love always,
Elisa