Vacation
I realized that I have missed out on a large chunk of living. All because I spent 15 years living someone else's life. It became habit to follow someone else's lead, to give in to someone else's desires. I wasted so much prime life time. I only hope it isn't too late to try to capture some of the living I haven't done yet. I want to go camping. I want to try white water rafting. I want to take a backpacking trip. I want to go on a kayaking/camping trip. I just spent a week in the Canadian wilderness, okay, so it was in a trailer with beds and a toilet, but still, it made me realize how I gave up something that I love to meet someone else's needs. How pathetically sad. My life has recently become my own. First time ever. EVER. I want to get out there and live. And I shall.