May 11, 2005 12:27
so trevor and i are done for good now. i feel really responsible for the whole issue. i really screwed up badly. but i did have fun at times. i really will miss that kid. he brought so much joy into my life and made me smile all the time. i really hope that he and i will hang out atleast still. because he really is a cool kid. i love him to death. and i respect him and love himj enough to let him go. mabey in the future well get back together. who knows?
i think that there might be another girl. im not sure though. but from what i am seeing i think that there might be.
im getting my car tonight. too bad i dont have any friends to show it to or else i would.
i dunno if i should go to trevor's last game tomorrow or not. i dont think i should. itd prolly stress him out. but id still like to go to veronicas graduation. i wonder if he still wants me to though. oh well.