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I was sure my decision to leave was the right one...and then today you pull me aside and ask me to stop looking for a new job. You hug me and hold me so sweetly and ask me to stay with you, that you don't want me to leave you. Now I am so torn and scared and sad. I know I need to leave, but how can I when i still care about you so much. Its not fair, 2 years you have had me in this trance. I thought i was breaking the addiction, and today i tasted the sweetness of your words and I relapsed...i want nothing more then your arms around me telling me to go, that it's for the best that this is the right thing. Tell me to leave, or tell me to stay and then be with me, oh if only the latter could ever happen....
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