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today i found my sisters bottles of diet pills. I cant really get mad at her, i mean, at her age I had already been making myself puke, or i was restricting, for years.
eitherway i put them in her room before my mom saw them and told her to be more careful bc mom would throw them out and yell like she had done to me in the past. my sister simply said she didnt care and my mom knew that she was taking OTHER diet pills.
on every shooting star and every birthday wish, I only wanted this to end for me and for my sister to never go through what i am when it comes to eating and dieting. and now look.
shes taking diet pills thinking itll be the cure to her weight problems. she is depressed. and she eats her days and nights away. signs up for gym after gym, but never goes and hides in her room eating pizza after pizza. no i do not think she purges. i hope she doesnt. it would break my heart. yes she gains weight, maybe she is a little chunky, but shes my little sister, and i love her how she is. so do her friends.
my mom pesters her aobut her weight, and i tell her to stop, but theres no point.
it never ends.
im so disapointed.
and a little jealous that she has the money to buy the pills which makes it even worse.
eitherway i put them in her room before my mom saw them and told her to be more careful bc mom would throw them out and yell like she had done to me in the past. my sister simply said she didnt care and my mom knew that she was taking OTHER diet pills.
on every shooting star and every birthday wish, I only wanted this to end for me and for my sister to never go through what i am when it comes to eating and dieting. and now look.
shes taking diet pills thinking itll be the cure to her weight problems. she is depressed. and she eats her days and nights away. signs up for gym after gym, but never goes and hides in her room eating pizza after pizza. no i do not think she purges. i hope she doesnt. it would break my heart. yes she gains weight, maybe she is a little chunky, but shes my little sister, and i love her how she is. so do her friends.
my mom pesters her aobut her weight, and i tell her to stop, but theres no point.
it never ends.
im so disapointed.
and a little jealous that she has the money to buy the pills which makes it even worse.