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Wow. It has been quite a few weeks. I haven't updated this thing in forever, but I figured I would now. So, Roger and the girlfriend aren't together anymore. That is beacause of a lot of different reasons, I guess. It has a lot to do with me, but I didn't break them up. We went to his siter's wedding together. Well, not together as in a date, but in the same car. He ended up getting drunk and saying a bunch of things that he said that he didn't mean and making out with me for half the night. Okay, so that is an exaggeration it wasn't half the night, but it was two good long times. The girlfriend, Jen, found out. He said that it didn't mean anything and that it wouldn't happen again and she believed him. After the last time we broke up and everything that she freaking knows about that, I don't know how she did it, but she wanted to stick with him.
Around that same time, I started getting I love you letters from him on myspace. Jen found out about those, too. Neither of us really said anything about it to him for a couple weeks. Well, I talked to him about it once, but he claims that he thought I was talking about a different letter. I was really confused and thinking that we were going to getback togheter. On SUperbowl Sunday, he saw that I had been sending her the letters. Since we weren't "friends" I had to cut and paste them so it looked like I wrote them. He called me and freaking cussed me out saying that I sent the letters to myself. Are you freaking kidding me? I am THAT freaking pathetic that I write letters to myself. Whatever. So again, she believed him. THEN, I got the letters scanned, illegally- shh, but it came out these e-mails all came from his house, but yeah, he didn't write them. So eventually, he admitted to writing them, they broke up, and then he took it back and she took him back. At this point, I was like, Are ya freaking serious? This all isn't including the stuff that we talked about and he said to me face to face, but again, whatever.
So, the letters kept coming and in these letters were things that only, he, I and Jen would know. So, he blames me. Boo that. I have the freaking REPORT that says that he did it. Go on love, lie. It's what you do best. So, then I get one to my e-mail address. This one is a mean one and says that he hopes that I have a miscarriage or that I kill myself. What a freaking loser. My dad finds out and wants to kill him. They got into a huge fight over the phone and Roger even talked crap to my dad. Now, my dad is a big guy so talking crap to him isn't such a good idea. Anyway, he ran away to Melborne and ended up having a panic attack that they mistaked for a seizure. It was scary. At that point I had told him that I never wanted to speak to him again. Anyway, he and the girlfriend ended up running away. My dad called her dad and told her everything that he didn't know-me being pregnant, the way Roger treats girls, ect. Yikes, it was a bad weekend. So, I don't really know how it happened other than the fact that I stopped getting letters while Roger was away, then they started again once he re-appeared and the fact that he had a talk with his mother-like figure, but Roger and Jen broke up and the end of that weekend. She told me before it happened that she didn't even think that she loved him like she said she did anyway. Whatev.
So, yeah. She kept hanging out with him and his friends and ended up getting a crush on this guy named Justin. SHe liked him and I was happy for her. It's good that she could move on and like another guy, but she made the mistake of telling Roger's friend David, who told Roger. Apparently, Roger is becoming really possessive and everything. It's strange becuase he was never like that with me. Then again, he is nothing like he used to be so what can I say? He's been smoking weed AT LEAST once a day since we broke up. I mean, I know that he did it when we were together, even though I didn't know it then, but I hope it wasn't as much as he is doing it now. What a great father right?
That's all beside the point though. Anyway, they all went to a hotel on "justin night" and another guy called her. This guy was her friend Ryan and he wanted her to come over, so, she leaves Roger at 3 in the morning and ogew over there. I'm not really sure what exactly happened- all I know is that they kissed and that he shirt was missing at the end of the night. She had to leave with one of his shirts on. I mean, you can figure that something more happened, but maybe they didn't sleep togehter? Matbe they just hooked up a little? I don't know. They were looking for her shirt for 20 minutes. haha. That's funny. I mean, she's hooked up with him before so, who knows right? So, she leaves to go back to the hotel and calls me and is worried because she has a different shirt on and is going to get crap for it, so I told her to come to my house. So now, I am involved with MORE drama that I really shouldn't be involved in. When did my life become this complicated?
But anyway, she's now talking to(?) another nice guy named Mike so I hope that everything works out for her and I worte Roger a letter, which was a bitchy thing to do- but I am not getting into that.
Oh yeah, Adrian came to visit over the weekend too. That was so nice. He brought me Roses and brought me out to a nice dinner. I love that guy. For real, I do. I wish that I could fall IN love with him, but I just haven't been able to do it. I wish he were closer, then maybe things would be different. He's so great. He is actually the nicest guy I have ever met. He is grown up and fun and treats a girl with respect and he's so great. Plus. he's freaking hot. Yeah... Well, I'm out. This is too long as it is... haha.
Around that same time, I started getting I love you letters from him on myspace. Jen found out about those, too. Neither of us really said anything about it to him for a couple weeks. Well, I talked to him about it once, but he claims that he thought I was talking about a different letter. I was really confused and thinking that we were going to getback togheter. On SUperbowl Sunday, he saw that I had been sending her the letters. Since we weren't "friends" I had to cut and paste them so it looked like I wrote them. He called me and freaking cussed me out saying that I sent the letters to myself. Are you freaking kidding me? I am THAT freaking pathetic that I write letters to myself. Whatever. So again, she believed him. THEN, I got the letters scanned, illegally- shh, but it came out these e-mails all came from his house, but yeah, he didn't write them. So eventually, he admitted to writing them, they broke up, and then he took it back and she took him back. At this point, I was like, Are ya freaking serious? This all isn't including the stuff that we talked about and he said to me face to face, but again, whatever.
So, the letters kept coming and in these letters were things that only, he, I and Jen would know. So, he blames me. Boo that. I have the freaking REPORT that says that he did it. Go on love, lie. It's what you do best. So, then I get one to my e-mail address. This one is a mean one and says that he hopes that I have a miscarriage or that I kill myself. What a freaking loser. My dad finds out and wants to kill him. They got into a huge fight over the phone and Roger even talked crap to my dad. Now, my dad is a big guy so talking crap to him isn't such a good idea. Anyway, he ran away to Melborne and ended up having a panic attack that they mistaked for a seizure. It was scary. At that point I had told him that I never wanted to speak to him again. Anyway, he and the girlfriend ended up running away. My dad called her dad and told her everything that he didn't know-me being pregnant, the way Roger treats girls, ect. Yikes, it was a bad weekend. So, I don't really know how it happened other than the fact that I stopped getting letters while Roger was away, then they started again once he re-appeared and the fact that he had a talk with his mother-like figure, but Roger and Jen broke up and the end of that weekend. She told me before it happened that she didn't even think that she loved him like she said she did anyway. Whatev.
So, yeah. She kept hanging out with him and his friends and ended up getting a crush on this guy named Justin. SHe liked him and I was happy for her. It's good that she could move on and like another guy, but she made the mistake of telling Roger's friend David, who told Roger. Apparently, Roger is becoming really possessive and everything. It's strange becuase he was never like that with me. Then again, he is nothing like he used to be so what can I say? He's been smoking weed AT LEAST once a day since we broke up. I mean, I know that he did it when we were together, even though I didn't know it then, but I hope it wasn't as much as he is doing it now. What a great father right?
That's all beside the point though. Anyway, they all went to a hotel on "justin night" and another guy called her. This guy was her friend Ryan and he wanted her to come over, so, she leaves Roger at 3 in the morning and ogew over there. I'm not really sure what exactly happened- all I know is that they kissed and that he shirt was missing at the end of the night. She had to leave with one of his shirts on. I mean, you can figure that something more happened, but maybe they didn't sleep togehter? Matbe they just hooked up a little? I don't know. They were looking for her shirt for 20 minutes. haha. That's funny. I mean, she's hooked up with him before so, who knows right? So, she leaves to go back to the hotel and calls me and is worried because she has a different shirt on and is going to get crap for it, so I told her to come to my house. So now, I am involved with MORE drama that I really shouldn't be involved in. When did my life become this complicated?
But anyway, she's now talking to(?) another nice guy named Mike so I hope that everything works out for her and I worte Roger a letter, which was a bitchy thing to do- but I am not getting into that.
Oh yeah, Adrian came to visit over the weekend too. That was so nice. He brought me Roses and brought me out to a nice dinner. I love that guy. For real, I do. I wish that I could fall IN love with him, but I just haven't been able to do it. I wish he were closer, then maybe things would be different. He's so great. He is actually the nicest guy I have ever met. He is grown up and fun and treats a girl with respect and he's so great. Plus. he's freaking hot. Yeah... Well, I'm out. This is too long as it is... haha.