Dec 19, 2003 18:20
So, things have been pretty good lately...I drove back to BR for my work's Christmas party and had some ok food. I then went to work and earned some more money. I'm really starting to enjoy work now. I think it's because I feel so well acquainted with the lab and I have such independent. It feels great for some to tell me to run PCR or something and I know what they are talking about, what I am testing, and how to get it done. It feels good. Also, I work with some really cool people. It's great now that we all feel comfortable. I went to work today and I think I'll go on Monday, I having fun, it's kinda weird.
I also went out to Icon last night, it was fun except that I was tired from the drive and couldn't relax so if anyone was snippy I didn't mind telling them. I don't feel bad, but I didn't want anyone to think anything was overly wrong. One thing I'm trying to work out is how to relax. It may sound funny, but I don't know how to relax since I've always had shit going on with friends and school both good and bad. I'm getting some reading material, and I think it may help. I think that is why I'm so on edge, even now during break it's hard for me to relax. Probably, why I like to go to work because it is cool, don't get me wrong, but it gives me something productive to do and it keeps me productive.
Well, tonight is the Icon Christmas party and Gabe's birthday, it should be funny/amusing - open bar! I have been told that I'm a hyper, talkative drunk unlike others that are more mellow. Whatever, it makes sense since I am normally mellow and quite. We will see how I do tonight.
Also, my cousin had her third baby and one of the post-docs in my lab had here first child. All this babies, at least I don't have any maternal feelings!! Kids can wait, I'm to busy trying to have fun. (Sorry if that is really cliché, I'm trying to hurry and be clever at the same time is not working. ~ Hugs and Kisses to all!!!)