Feb 08, 2004 15:27
alright so here's a list of things i've done this week:
1.gone to the mall
2.gotten a manicure and pedicure
3.well i haven't left school on time since december...which means i've been skipping out on my classes
4.tried to kill myself. well almost. but then i started thinking about it and i realize that michael would never know and i'd feel really bad about that
5.i've done all my homework this week. i've really been skipping out on it and it's the first time i've actually done my english assignments when i had to all year.
6.listened to a hell of a lot of pink floyd
7.cried. i used to never cry, but now all these old memories are resurfacing and it isn't a week if i don't cry twice
8.painted my nails
9.then took that off and put on fake nails
10.spent all my money
11.made gingerbead cookies
12.made brownies
13.i wrote a poem and i think that i'd like to write another soon
14. saw the butterfly effect
15.almost went to whitemarsh
16.got hit on by old creepy guys more than once
17.almost went on a date
18.hugged my little brother
19.got a call from tejas (tehas...texas)
here's a list of things i want to do next week
1.go on a date.
2.get someone to invite me somewhere. even if it's a really stupid somewhere. i just want someone to want to spend a few hours with me.
3.throw away the bottle of pills and the exacto knives sitting in my closet.
4.exercise...particuarily i wanna run a mile at least twice this week.
5.win my soccer games.
6.make some money
7.get rid of these people in my lives that are barely hanging on my a thread. ryan in particular.