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I'm such a confused bitch right now. I suck at college. I just don't care about it lately. I feel like I need a semester off. Or a year. Just to figure out what the fuck I want, maybe save some money. I just don't know.
I do know that I do not want to be at Stop n Shop for very much longer. I can't stand that place. I need to quit.
My parents keep annoying me about transferring. But I can't transfer at the end of this year. There's no way. No way in hell. Even if I was a good girl and went to all of my classes for the past year and even if I did give a fuck about school.
I don't even know what I want to do.
The only things that make me happy are my dog, Ryan, and my best friends. And sometimes, I let them get the bad side of my confusion and frustration with how much I hate where I am in my life right now.
Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me, just so I'd have an excuse to get away from it all.
i love my ryan <33
I do know that I do not want to be at Stop n Shop for very much longer. I can't stand that place. I need to quit.
My parents keep annoying me about transferring. But I can't transfer at the end of this year. There's no way. No way in hell. Even if I was a good girl and went to all of my classes for the past year and even if I did give a fuck about school.
I don't even know what I want to do.
The only things that make me happy are my dog, Ryan, and my best friends. And sometimes, I let them get the bad side of my confusion and frustration with how much I hate where I am in my life right now.
Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me, just so I'd have an excuse to get away from it all.
i love my ryan <33