Hey, I have a live journal!
I actually completely forgot I had a live journal. I internalize most of my issues and figure no one wants to read about my mediocre life, so I guess online journaling just sort of...slipped my mind.
Life is odd now. I can't think of any other adjective to describe it. I am waiting to have money for school, wondering if my mother's lupus will ever get better, and trying to figure out how the hell I am suppose to toilet-train a kid with Down Syndrome. I work with Becca, see John when he isn't working or at school, go to Cyd's church events whenever possible, wait for Jen and Anne and everyone else I know to have time for me, and miss the people I've let go without really meaning to. I've been wondering what God has in store for me, what I should do with my life, and if I am making the right decisions.
I am almost 19 and life is just beginning; it's pretty damn scary.
Life is odd now. I can't think of any other adjective to describe it. I am waiting to have money for school, wondering if my mother's lupus will ever get better, and trying to figure out how the hell I am suppose to toilet-train a kid with Down Syndrome. I work with Becca, see John when he isn't working or at school, go to Cyd's church events whenever possible, wait for Jen and Anne and everyone else I know to have time for me, and miss the people I've let go without really meaning to. I've been wondering what God has in store for me, what I should do with my life, and if I am making the right decisions.
I am almost 19 and life is just beginning; it's pretty damn scary.