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Im so exhausted today. I can't seem to stop shaking. It's like that nervous feeling. I really don't like it at all.
I have to write a paper tonight cause I was dumb and stayed out last night. Go figure.
I had so much fun las night though, 3 double shots of vodka and some Ruby Red Squirt and I'm good to go. I got to make out with a really adorable chick(some of you are thinking ewww Im sure, but oh well). Had my first experience with play piercing, if you need to know what that is just ask, and then finally fell asleep(on accident) around 2:30 am....I think.
I really, really did not want to wake up this morning and go to work. It ended up not being a total wasted day though seeing as I did get something done.
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I can't deal with the people in my house very much longer. I'm tired of being woken up in the middle of the night because someone decided it would be a good idea to beat someone up and now a whole mob has to stay at the house. Im tired of people talking about me, behind my back, or when Im just in the shower...it's not like anything major has been said that I know of but seriously, if you have a damn problem with me step up and own up to what it is. I think I was called the Internet Nazi yesterday. What the hell is that? Because the damn modem is in my room and I expect people to be respectful and go ahead and ask when I'm home if they can go in and switch the cables. And when I'm not home, how fucking hard is it to close the damn door behind you? Im just tired of it. I haven't been here much lately, and the only reason I usually am here is cause I need the computer for homework stuff. I thought that 2 of the roommates were going to be gone today but I got home and I guess I heard wrong. I just ....... AHHHH!!!!!!
Not only that but the fucking house is being furnished by the other person in the house and I don't even get any damn input in the matter...how cool is that? I believe she was pretty pissed when someone else came in and claimed all the space, now she's doing the same damn thing. Awesome. I have a feeling I am just going to wake up one day and the only thing left in the house that I will have any kind of ownership of is my own room. I don't feel like this is my home anymore. It's become a home to everyone else and in the process my space has been invaded. I can't even bring friends over for the fear that someone will want to beat them up or some lame shit. I was so excited to be here for another year, or however long, now I don't know how long I will be able to deal with it if these people don't get out soon. I know they have until the end of the month to move out, but I have the sinking feeling that they are going to be here far too much after they move out....I wonder if they are just gonna go ahead and keep their keys, that way they don't even have to be invited over.
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I have to write my paper now. Maybe being all pissy and irritated will help me....ha.
I have to write a paper tonight cause I was dumb and stayed out last night. Go figure.
I had so much fun las night though, 3 double shots of vodka and some Ruby Red Squirt and I'm good to go. I got to make out with a really adorable chick(some of you are thinking ewww Im sure, but oh well). Had my first experience with play piercing, if you need to know what that is just ask, and then finally fell asleep(on accident) around 2:30 am....I think.
I really, really did not want to wake up this morning and go to work. It ended up not being a total wasted day though seeing as I did get something done.
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I can't deal with the people in my house very much longer. I'm tired of being woken up in the middle of the night because someone decided it would be a good idea to beat someone up and now a whole mob has to stay at the house. Im tired of people talking about me, behind my back, or when Im just in the shower...it's not like anything major has been said that I know of but seriously, if you have a damn problem with me step up and own up to what it is. I think I was called the Internet Nazi yesterday. What the hell is that? Because the damn modem is in my room and I expect people to be respectful and go ahead and ask when I'm home if they can go in and switch the cables. And when I'm not home, how fucking hard is it to close the damn door behind you? Im just tired of it. I haven't been here much lately, and the only reason I usually am here is cause I need the computer for homework stuff. I thought that 2 of the roommates were going to be gone today but I got home and I guess I heard wrong. I just ....... AHHHH!!!!!!
Not only that but the fucking house is being furnished by the other person in the house and I don't even get any damn input in the matter...how cool is that? I believe she was pretty pissed when someone else came in and claimed all the space, now she's doing the same damn thing. Awesome. I have a feeling I am just going to wake up one day and the only thing left in the house that I will have any kind of ownership of is my own room. I don't feel like this is my home anymore. It's become a home to everyone else and in the process my space has been invaded. I can't even bring friends over for the fear that someone will want to beat them up or some lame shit. I was so excited to be here for another year, or however long, now I don't know how long I will be able to deal with it if these people don't get out soon. I know they have until the end of the month to move out, but I have the sinking feeling that they are going to be here far too much after they move out....I wonder if they are just gonna go ahead and keep their keys, that way they don't even have to be invited over.
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I have to write my paper now. Maybe being all pissy and irritated will help me....ha.