~Why do people act so fake to feel so real ?~
I am so sick and tired of people acting so fake ! I can't wait to leave Pinckney High School. Everywhere I look, through the halls of the school all I see is people acting fake to their friends and "friends" doing things to their "friends" that real friends shouldn't do ! I hate PEOPLE ! I'm so mad and upset right now. It's unbelievable. Like today, perfect example, I found out that Jon was bitching and moaning because of a few things. He was pissed off because for as long as we went out he didn't "Get any" ! I was furious when I heard that . My first reaction was "well do you blame me you friggin horny asshole." What in the fuck does he think ? That my logic is " oh it's been 3 weeks, just jump into these pants and lets get the job done?" I mean get real ! I have been nothing but nice to him in the hallways and he has the nerve to talk about me like that. Then I also found out that he said that I'm a "backstabbing Bitch because he was in love" PLEASE ! how does that make me backstabbing? I didn't cheat on him, I was faithful the whole time, I could have done worse. I NEVER EVER LOVED HIM ! UGH ! He's so RIDICULOUS ! I can't even believe the sheet idiocy that he can create. For one, He's so blazed all the time that he doesn't even know where the fuck he is and that's all he does with his life. He's so much better than that, even him, even he his better than that! And for the record I'm not "afriaid" or prude but I'm picky, I'm not going to give in to guys like Jon, It's not going to happen and I'm happy as hell that we didn't do anything, on my part, I mean, he has no standards and I have at least morals and standards which makes me at least .... Um, I dunno , Likable ! I mean if I smile at you that obviously means that I don't hold anything against you and if you smile at me usually that meanst we're on good terms but I GUESS NOT ! UGH ! I just can't wait to Graduate in like 5 1/2 months and I wont' have to see these terrible ppl in Pinckney again. Until our 10yr renunion.
I'm also a little irratated with plastic surgery. I mean why do we feel the need to fit into the media's perfect little mold? In the grecian days women were full bodied and curvy and now if your not on the brink of death your a cow. Now women need to have full large breasts and they feel the need to go and have fake foreign implants put into their bodies. IT"S NOT WORTH IT ! Why do you need to be "media Pretty" to feel pretty ? What did ppl do a hundred years ago ? I mean before something like that is made a plan you should consider and REGUARD your loved one's, family, and children's opinions, WTF happen to them? If total strangers think your beautiful than why do you feel the need for it ? Obviously your not hidious if total strangers hit on you in stores, even when your with your family. I can't stand FAKE PEOPLE.