Jun 10, 2005 20:19
So, it's officially over. Our junior year is over and from now on we are seniors. Wow, it doesn't seem like we should be that old. I mean it seems as though we just walked through those big teal doors as a scared Freshmen, and now we're cocky, bold Seniors. Chances are that we won't see the friends we made this year during the summer and that is so sad, no chances to reconcile or get closer. Maybe I'm overeacting but I will miss the people that I'm used to seeing everyday for an hour or more, or even just in passing. I guess for some of us it's not really summer until tomorrow afternoon after the ACT. I'm so dreading this test. I'm so mentally exhausted from exams already. I mean, today's exams were so wickedly hard was just ready to throw dowm my pencil and just walk out. I went today like right after school and went riding. I rode in a clean saddle for like an hour on the trail and then when my horse and I were both dripping with sweat (gross, I know) we went back to the barn to unsaddle and then we rode BaReBaCk to the boat launch and we went swimming. then I went and hung out at the Brighton Stables and now I'm at home. As I sit here I replay today in my head. I still haven't heard anything back from Jon. I'm still left in a total daze on why we can't be friends ??? I mean WTF ? It's not like I'm the only person here who lost there temper, I just think that he's being a BIT immature. Why can't I just find the really H*O*T guy or my dreams that I can go and look at Hollister and walk out smelling like him or getting him really cute things from A&E or A&F ? Those are the types of guys I love, not the dark emo ...... "go cry in your emo corner" type of guy , (quote courtesy of Nicolle-io). All I know is I'm single and I can't wait to go clubbin with nicolle this summer, I just won't bring any candy bc I might get slapped, lol. ~* GaSp*~ I'm going to get a tattoo this summer on my back! I'm not sure what I'm going to get yet but I'm thinking I've ruled it down to a few options, tropical frogs/flowers, unicorns, moons/stars, planets, horse shoes. NO TRIBAL tattoos though cuz everybody has those and fairies, so none of that. Well I have a date with Napoleon Dynomite so I'll talk to you cats later.