you can only pretend for so long
so congrats.
life amuses me so much right now. when i got my tattoo i laughed during most of it because it didn't exactly hurt, it was just a completely different sort of feeling that i hadn't felt before. almost exactly how life is right now. so should i just keep laughing? can't stay numb forever
working two jobs keeps my mind off things. sometimes. but not today.
i'm a guide now but i don't feel like i know what i'm doing. its just not comfortable. i'm not comfortable. i'm not...
two weeks from today. seriously, is this a fucking joke?
this just...isn't what i want... not how things were supposed to work.
hmm... go back to playing the game now
life amuses me so much right now. when i got my tattoo i laughed during most of it because it didn't exactly hurt, it was just a completely different sort of feeling that i hadn't felt before. almost exactly how life is right now. so should i just keep laughing? can't stay numb forever
working two jobs keeps my mind off things. sometimes. but not today.
i'm a guide now but i don't feel like i know what i'm doing. its just not comfortable. i'm not comfortable. i'm not...
two weeks from today. seriously, is this a fucking joke?
this just...isn't what i want... not how things were supposed to work.
hmm... go back to playing the game now