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Something's Missing- John Mayer
I'm not alone
I wish I was
Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pain
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to
ever satiate
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all
When autumn comes
It doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around
your summer heart
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all
I can't be sure that this state of mind
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test
For loneliness like this
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Friends
(Check)
Money
(Check)
A well slept opposite sex
Guitar
(Check)
Microphone
(Check)
Messages waiting on me when
I come home
I don't know what the point of putting that song on here was. Maybe cuz its just stuck in my head or maybe cuz it does sorta relate to me subconsciously (sp?). I don't know but whatever the reason, i felt the need.
So football game was a good time. Ry-Ann got sick so she couldn't come, but thats okay it was still a blast. At half-time a kid named Beetler streaked the entire crowd.. he ran naked through the field. HAHAHA. I guess it was even in the paper. Poor Justine came when she got outta work, but they wouldnt let her in cuz they said it was too late. i brought my camera, but couldnt get a pic of my crush cuz he plays too damn much. They took one of Justine's crush tho oh yeah and Sonia's too.
Then yesterday, I had to babysit Jamie and Michael so i took them to the library and let them check books out so they could read them while i did some photo-copying. After that we went to Super Wal-Mart. That was fun.. I got the new john Mayer cd and some chapstick since my lips are burning liek a bitch. J and M got some candy cuz I'm nice like that. Then we all cleaned our own bedrooms. After that, I took all 50 pounds of my college stuff I've gotten in the mail and sat in the middle of the floor in the living room and straightened it out. I threw out anything not in New England and anything that didnt have my majors. So now I have a little list going of websites to look at for schools. Then if the website looks good, I'm gonna plan weekends to go and visit. it's nice to finally be a little bit organized. HEHE, it only took me 3 hours or so.
Last night i went out with Jess, Andrew, and their friends Derek and Ashley. it was a lotta fun. We stole reflectors and a home for sale sign. Then we were just driving around. We tried to go to the big slide but when we opened the park gate and drove in, people were looking at us through their blinds. So that didnt really work out. But i mean i havent laughed liek that for a while. they are some funny kids.
Today im going to Hyde Park to my Aunt's for my grandfather's 80th birthday party. It should be fun. OKay, I'm out.....
I'm not alone
I wish I was
Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pain
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to
ever satiate
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all
When autumn comes
It doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around
your summer heart
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all
I can't be sure that this state of mind
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test
For loneliness like this
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Friends
(Check)
Money
(Check)
A well slept opposite sex
Guitar
(Check)
Microphone
(Check)
Messages waiting on me when
I come home
I don't know what the point of putting that song on here was. Maybe cuz its just stuck in my head or maybe cuz it does sorta relate to me subconsciously (sp?). I don't know but whatever the reason, i felt the need.
So football game was a good time. Ry-Ann got sick so she couldn't come, but thats okay it was still a blast. At half-time a kid named Beetler streaked the entire crowd.. he ran naked through the field. HAHAHA. I guess it was even in the paper. Poor Justine came when she got outta work, but they wouldnt let her in cuz they said it was too late. i brought my camera, but couldnt get a pic of my crush cuz he plays too damn much. They took one of Justine's crush tho oh yeah and Sonia's too.
Then yesterday, I had to babysit Jamie and Michael so i took them to the library and let them check books out so they could read them while i did some photo-copying. After that we went to Super Wal-Mart. That was fun.. I got the new john Mayer cd and some chapstick since my lips are burning liek a bitch. J and M got some candy cuz I'm nice like that. Then we all cleaned our own bedrooms. After that, I took all 50 pounds of my college stuff I've gotten in the mail and sat in the middle of the floor in the living room and straightened it out. I threw out anything not in New England and anything that didnt have my majors. So now I have a little list going of websites to look at for schools. Then if the website looks good, I'm gonna plan weekends to go and visit. it's nice to finally be a little bit organized. HEHE, it only took me 3 hours or so.
Last night i went out with Jess, Andrew, and their friends Derek and Ashley. it was a lotta fun. We stole reflectors and a home for sale sign. Then we were just driving around. We tried to go to the big slide but when we opened the park gate and drove in, people were looking at us through their blinds. So that didnt really work out. But i mean i havent laughed liek that for a while. they are some funny kids.
Today im going to Hyde Park to my Aunt's for my grandfather's 80th birthday party. It should be fun. OKay, I'm out.....