Mar 15, 2005 11:20
I cannot wait for my school life to be put on hiatus for 5 or 7 days of bliss. I need so badly to zone all of this homework and roommate crap out of my mind and just enjoy being. It sounds so strange to say that I just want to "be". I want to relax and sleep in and eat when I want and listen to music I want to listen to, watch tv shows I want to watch, and do what it is that I want. Sure, a fair amount of freedom comes with living at school, but I live with 2 people in very close proximity. At least at home, I have my very own room and an apartment away from my parents. I'm just definitely ready for a break from this monotinity.
Anyway... Thursday is Saint Patrick's Day and anyone who is a friend of mine is surely a friend of Justine's... so its old news by now to say that her, Sonia, and Jess are coming to visit me and party it up. I haven't looked so forward to something for a really long time and I'm pumped for them to be here. It will be nice for Jess to finally be in the world she hears so much about. And I just need to be around people who know me for me and not the act I put on. I hope it is as much fun as I've been building it up to be. I'm sure it will be with these three though.
**Wish you could come Lo**
Furthermore, Spring Break starts Monday. I plan on seeing some people I love while I'm in Taunton: Michelle, Brittni, Ry-Ann, Ali... and I can't make it to the lil friends' reunion and I am sad because I was looking forward to it. I am, however, going to Oklahoma from Wednesday to Saturday. I'm fucking insanely pumped about this!!! AHHHHHHH!
Diana, I had the strangest dream about you last night. You suddenly lived at my school and had the tiniest room I had ever seen. Your door was like a shop's.. it had to be pulled up and down to be opened!! HAHA, so random. But I was excited and I woke up pissed off that it wasn't true! Just bizarre, I'd say!
So Monday night I stayed up til 5am writing a paper on child porn. I never thought it would be possible to procrastinate that much, but it was! I had to be up at 7:30 to work at 8 chasing 2 year olds around. Not exactly my idea of fun. When I got to class, I got a test back with a score of 96!!! WOOOOP woooop! And then, I took what was supposed to be an hour nap, but it turned into a 4 hour nap and I slept through my math class. Now, if you know me, you know I don't do shit like that. So, to this moment, I feel guilt consuming my body. I need to start going to bed earlier. It's getting out of hand. I have to be up around 7 for either class or work at 8am everyday, my roomies don't.. therefore I need to realize that just because they stay up til 3.. I cant. So, if you see me online past 1am, IM the shit out of me to get off.
I rushed my sister's sorority... Delta Zeta. And after looking more into it, I love the girls so much. Everyone is a sweetheart. I got a bid this weekend and obviously, I accepted. It was just special. I'm glad to have something outside of my room now. It makes me happy and excited to think of the memories and bonds I'm going to share with these girls. Shannon is graduating in May, so it's almost like I'll be her link back here when she's gone. I can keep her updated and informed if she desires so.
Well thats it... my overall current life in a nutshell.... weird, picture life balled up and stuck in a nutshell. lol